As though it feels You've died cause you've been killed inside but yet you're still alive, which means you will survive

 
But you have to, to avert a disaster, lucky, no permanent damage
Cause they hurt you so bad, it's like they murdered your ass
And threw dirt on your casket but you've returned from the ashes
And that hurt that you have, you just converted to gasoline
And while you're burning the past, standing in the inferno and chant
 

Ska du med och flyga?

 
Acceptera, glömma och förlåta. Se framåt, ha förståelse och tålamod. Det är på tiden att det dåliga tar slut och visst mår jag nu, mycket bättre än jag nånsin gjort. Jag vet vem jag vill vara, vem jag är och vad jag vill med mitt eget liv. Har uteslutit allting som drar mig till botten och sänker mitt humör och omringar mig med människor som bara får mig att le och vilja se framåt. Det är tid nu att jag slutar krypa på mina knän och slutar tvivla på om jag förtjänar bättre. Dumt av mig att leva så, att kämpa för bättre men alltid tveka när jag väl står där och backa några steg för att återigen må dåligt. Det är inte ett sätt att leva, min kropp blir starkare för varje dag och det är dags att mitt psyke hoppar på. Jag har levt alldeles för länge i min "comfort zone", där jag vet hur jag mår för jag varit rädd för att vara lycklig och fuckat upp för mig själv gång på gång. Det är dags att jag tar flertal stora steg från den zonen. Till något nytt, ett välmående, där jag inte är full av tvivel och inte tillåter personer med ord som förgiftar mig och får mig att se allt svart på vitt.
 
Heja mig själv, kommer inte gå att sänka mig nu, jag ska iväg och flyga.
 
//Dom hära ärren på min kropp kanske är läskiga för dej, men det är det vackraste jag har på mej.

Livet är meningslöst, vem bryr sig

 
Cause when push comes to shove, you taste what you're made of
You might bend till you break, cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up, decide you've had enough
You get mad, you get strong, wipe your hands, shake it off
Then you stand
 

Hatar allt.

 
Se dig om
En dag är allting borta
Se dig om
Medans det ännu finns kvar
 

You are so cold, you just hit me so low, I can't take this no more.

 
Some thing just don't seem the way they do, one day you tell me you love me and only you
I wake up to find out it was a dream, you tell me you hate me, you're leaving me
 

If I had

What are friends?
Friends are people that you think are your friends
But they really your enemies, with secret indentities
and disguises, to hide they true colors
So just when you think you close enough to be brothers
they wanna come back and cut your throat when you ain't lookin

White blank page.

Jag vill inte älska någon annan.

I'll never wear your broken crown.

 

You're still in love with me, until I woke up to discoverd that that dream was dead

 
And I thank you cause you made me a better person than I was
But I hate you cause you drained me, I gave you all, you gave me none

But if you blame me, you're crazy and after all that's said and done
I'm still angry, yeah, I maybe, I may never trust someone
 

I'd cry and I'd scream, baby, please don't leave cause you left and you took everything I had left and left nothing, nothing for me

You walked out, I almost died
It was almost a homicide that you caused cause I was so traumatized
Felt like I was in for a long bus ride
I'd rather die than you not be by my side
Can't count how many times I vomited, cried
Go to my room, turn the radio on and hide, uh
We were Bonnie and Clyde
No, on the inside you were Jekyll and Hyde I
Felt like my whole relationship with you was a lie
It was you and I, why did I think it was ride or die?
Cause if you could've took my life you would've
It's like you put a knife to my chest and pushed it right through to the
Other side of my pack and stuck a spike, too, should've
Put up more of a fight, but I couldn't at the time
No one could hurt me like you could've
Take you back now, what's the likelihood of that?
Bite me, bitch, chewing on a nineteen footer
Cause this morning I finally stood up
Held my chin up, finally showed a sign of life in me for the
First time since you left me and left me with nothing but shattered dreams
And a life we could've had and we could've been
But I'm breaking out of this slump I'm in
Pulling myself out of the dumps once again
I'm getting up once and for all, fuck this shit
I'mma be late for the pity party
But you're never gonna beat me to the fucking punch again
Took it on the chin like a champ so don't lump me in with the chumpy ends
I'm done being your punching bag
It was the November 31st today, would've been our anniversary
Two years, but you left on the first of May
I wrote it on the calender, was gonna call, but couldn't think of the words to say
But it came to me just now, so I put 'em in a verse to lay
And I thank you cause you made me a better person than I was
But I hate you cause you drained me
I gave you all, you gave me none
But if you blame me, you're crazy
And after all that's said and done
I'm still angry, yeah, I maybe
I may never trust someone

But you won't break me
You'll just make me stronger than I was
Before I let you, I bet you I'll be just fine without you
And if I stumble, I won't crumble
I'll get back up and uhhh
And I'mma still be humble when I scream fuck you
Cause I'm stronger than I was

Det kommer aldrig bli du och jag, om man ska tro på allt din mamma sa.

Välj nån som älskar dig som alltid väljer dig
som skulle sälja sig och svälja gift
för att få tillfredställa dig.

Arthas Menethil

- Don't be upset that I stole Jaina from you. You should let that go and move on. After all there's so much left in this world for you to enjoy. Oh wait... no, there isn't.

Deathbeds

Eyes like a car crash
I know I shouldn't look but I can't turn away.
Body like a whiplash,
Salt my wounds but I can't heal the way
I feel about you.

I can die knowing that you will be okay

- If tomorrow you became a snake and began to devour people, then with that same mouth you cried out to me that you loved me. Would I still be able to tell you I love you the way that I can today?

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